Ok well I thought i'd let everyone rest for a few days before I got started again!!! First of all, I read all the comments and I was a little shocked, much nicer than I expected!!!!! Like Jen said I'm just 23 and I have plenty of time, I understand that but at the same I just feel like i'm moving at turtle speed on this and at this rate I will be 43 before I get a life! Sounds silly?...maybe but you know you go through life with a generalized plan of growing up, get a job, get a life. Well it seems as though the first two pieces of the puzzle have come together quite smoothly but then it's like I just hit a wall! I know this all must seem very petty to everyone considering you all have your life established and settled in it. Which in turn makes me feel like a little school girl when I complain. But oh well, it should make my point even stronger....I'M THE ONLY ONE ALONE!!!. I'm the only one left in the group and oh my God what if it stays that way, am i always gonna be the one sitting at the table that says "no mine is separate"???? Ok well enough of that for now, but don't worry it's not a subject that I forsee going away anytime soon!!!! Anyway, I'm at Jen's tonight. Mom and I watched the kids while she and Chad went to the Tim and Faith concert!!! I'm starting to get a little sleepy but it's looking like I'm gonna have to stay up until they get home because I have no where to sleep...other than the couch of course!!! Everyone else is in bed, even the dog has fallen asleep!!! The dog by the way seems to like me for some reason. Jen says that's what I need...a dog!!! And ya know she just may be right! Back on track now...I went to sonic tonight and left mom here with the kiddies and while I was gone mom called and told me that the dog had been going nuts since I left, the sad part is that the dog is probably the first thing to ever miss me!!!!!!! Ha Ha!!!! Anyway, we took Hannah school shopping today, can't believe she starting school, she's growing up too fast! She will by far be the coolest kid on the block!!!! And Jackson, well I'm afraid that he may rule the house before long, because if he doesn't slow down he's gonna weigh more than his mom or dad!!! But he sure is cute!!!! Ok well I guess i've rambled on enough for one sitting!!! I may have to just hit the couch, don't think I can make till Jen gets home!!! Goodnight all!!!!!!
posted by Kayla @ 7:57 PM
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You don't know it now but you will one day. There are things to be appriciated about being alone. Children are great, families are great, but you just need to enjoy yourself while you are still young. There is really no need in rushing it.
well jamie is sorda right...there are PROS to alone time. And I know you don't appreciate that till you don't have it. Don't get me wrong I love my family and love my kids (even though they are driving me nuts at this point in their life) but the one THING i never done was LIVE ALONE. Think about it, I went from mom's to Bubba's.ha. Granted I stayed alone ALOT when we were first married but still had to worry (which I seemed to do a whole lot more than I do now)about picking up after him and making sure everything was done just right (come on jamie and jen you know you've done it too) just routine wifely duties. And for some reason I really do regret that I never had a chance to be on "my own" in any kind of way before I left my childhood and entered my adulthood. It just kinda went to one extreme to another. BUT......I guess that's what GOD's plan was for me so here I am!!! MY POINT......Yes i know you get lonely but honestly if you're happy with yourself then that's all that counts. Believe me when I say that just because you're not ALONE in a relationship does not mean that you don't still get lonely because I struggle with that on a daily basis!!! And I'm sure both Jamie and Jennifer understand what I mean!!! Right??? BUT you can go ahead and continue to complain and we'll continue to read it and reply!!!haha....GLAD you're bloggin more!!
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